Chapter 11

This chapter is dedicated to those who are special to me <3 


Enjoy!

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He was alone, Just staring at me I wondered if he followed me.
Yes it was ...





























9ale7

my 9ale7 :')

The 9ale7 that Hanouf took from me! what did he want?

Me: umm Ali ana abi arj3 albeit

Ali: laish shfeech tw elnass!

Me: please abi ard I have a massive headache

Ali: tawch mafeech shay

Me: please Ali

Ali: inshalla

He ordered the bill and while he was paying I was just staring at 9ale7, He looked away as soon as he saw me looking at him, I felt like tearing I really wanted to cry! but he was not worth my tears :) I felt that 9ale7 wanted to cry too, weird right? a man crying! He's eyes were beaming. 

We left Lagoona, Ali dropped me home 

Me: asf 5rbt el6l3a

Ali: la 3adi walla, rou7i nami 2rta7i the headache will go away

Me: inshalla yalla m3 elslama see you:*

As soon as I entered my house I went to my room, closed my phone and slept instantly

I woke up and its was 9 I checked my phone and I got a text while I was sleeping it was from an unknown number saying:


"لاجيــت انـا اتسامح
تبكي الجــــراح مـاودهــا
مشتــاق ودي اصــافحك
وعيــت يـــدي لامــدهــا 

شفتك مع اللي صار عقبي حبيبك
واحتـارت الدمـعه بعيني وصديت
مدري الـصـدفه لدربي تـجيـبك
مدري انا اللي في دروبك تحريت"


As soon as I read that I started crying and I couldn't stop and I knew instantly!! That it was from.. 9ale7 :')

No, no this can't be happening? 

why now? 

why send this to me when he's in love with Hanouf? 

or did she leave him and now he's coming back after me?

or is he just cheating on her

or ... 

maybe he just misses me and wants me back

I replied and said:


"5la9 '9a3t a7la elsneein rad el7eein goul shtby? rad el7een 3shan tl3b! 5la9 '9a3t a7la elsneein elei knt feeiha t'67k jaa elyoum elei feih tbchi, ma arj3 lk lw tmout lw 3wdtni 6oul hal sneein 5laa9 Galbi lk mayleein"


He replied because I got another text but I didn't want or need to see what he wrote because I know that if I do I will become weak and get back to him and I didn't want that. 

I'm with Ali and I'm happy with him! 

So I deleted the text, I then tweeted:

@JouryAlFlani: حبيت غيركك .. ولا اادري ليه حبيته! حااولت اغيضكك , ولكن .. جاازلي قربهه </3

Because my account was un-private and I know that he can see it and he will because I'm sure that he stalks me. 

I closed my phone and went downstairs

Baba: Joury t3aly abi agoulch shay

Me: halla yuba

Baba: Joury your going to turn 18 now 9a7?

Me: ee b3d sh'hreein

Baba: w tdreen ena that's a good age to get married 9a7?

Me: what do you mean?

Baba: 7beebty Joury jawolch 56ab

Me: what! la ybaa ana tawny 9'3eeira

Baba: 18 9'3eeira

Me: awl shay I'm still not 18 w ana abi atzwj lma akon 20 or 21

Baba: bra7tch, ya3ni agoul la?

Me: goul la

He went to his room. I called Aisha

1ring
2rings

Connected

Me: aloo 3woosh shtsweein?

Aisha: maswi shay walla ga3da blbait alone

Me: tbeein ajeich?

Aisha: 7yaach

Me: ok dgeega

I put her on hold and screamed  to baba so he could hear me 

Me: BABAAA BAROUU7 BAIT 3ASHAA

Baba: OK BS DEEEERY BALCH 3LA NAFSCH!

Me: INSHALLAA

Back to Aisha

Me: ubooi gal ok e7een bajeech

Aisha: ok waiting<3

Me: byee

I hung up and went upstairs. 

I wore a green Ralph Lauren t-shirt and black skinny jeans.

I wore my 3baya over it and left.

When I arrived at Aisha's house I opened the door and entered like it was my own house :$

Aisha: bs 3laa kaifha 2rfst elbaab w d5lt

Me: ewwaa 3la kaify (a)

Aisha: agoul g3dy g3dy bs 5l n6al3 scary movie

Me: ok yalla

While we were watching the movies I told her that jawoly 56ab and I refused

Aisha: ya '3byaa lw Ali

Me: la la he would tell, wouldn't he?

Aisha: omg ask him!!

I opened Ali's chat

Joury: PING!!!
Joury: PING!!!

3lawi: halla

Joury: t5yl sh9aar elyoum!

3lawi: adri 7d 256bch w rf'6teeh:)

Omg how did he know?

Joury: shdraak :o

3lawi: la2na elei 256bch my cousin:)

Joury: who's your cousin?

3lawi: 9ale7 alflani

:o la la please la !! I don't believe its 9ale7?? my 9ale7?? w 56bnii! And he's Ali's cousin:(??

wait.. why am I still calling him my 9ale7? he's not my 9ale7 and I don't care about him w a7sn enei rf'6ta:)

Joury: ohh

sweeit nafsi ma3rfa..

3lawi: elei knty m3ah f sugar & spice ;)

OH SHIT! he knew? be why didn't he tell me that he knows!

Joury: I can explain

3lawi: don't bother, I understand! 9ale7 was your past 3adi I forgive u:* tra everyone has they're pasts, ya3ni ana makan 3ndi GF? akeed kan 3ndi bs walla m7d srg galbi '3airch<3

CUUUUTEEE !!!!!

Joury: awwww :*

3lawi: bs do you still love him?

Joury: of course not! he cheated on me Ali! with my best friend

A tear fell on my cheeks 

3lawi: 9ij 78eer, w 3gb kel elei swah 256bch?

Joury: yah:) w zain enei rf'6tah

I wanted to tell him about the text bs I was afraid ena y39b!

3lawi: zein tsween 7beebty;* a7bch<3 w inshalla greeib ana bjei 256bch bs enty t5rji w y9eer 5air

Joury: inshallaa<3

I slept over at Aisha's that day, we had loads of fun. 

We prank called a lot of people and made makeovers for each other etc.

I'm really happy that I'm with Ali now and I'm very glad that I got over 9ale7 and he meant nothing to me now! I just hope may5rb beeini w bein Ali. 



I slept that day with a big smile on my face <33