Chapter 29

a39abkm ya 7lween, layn6 lkm 3rj bs =))! knt 6al3a walla! w ana glt flail a9ln I'll post this chapter ;*

Oh and the next chapter which is chapter 30 will be the last chapter :')

w mn e7een agoulkm I'll post it FLAIL! la2na ba6l3 bkra :) 

a7bkm<3 

Enjoy ;)

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We didn't hear from 9ale7 since the day Ali erased the pictures. 7mdella :D 

Amna my cousin still talks to 3umar.

sometimes Amna bbm's me telling me 9ale7 misses me but I keep telling her that I don't care and she should not be telling me this!

Amna: Jouryy 9ale7 misses you!

Joury: I don't :) w please don't bring 9ale7 up again! 5la9 mabi asm3 esma

Amna: sorry..
Amna: so how are you and Ali doing?

Joury: just fine thankyou:*

Amna: Good! :D

Joury: how's 3umar? Is he treating you well?

Amna: ee walla a7ba! w he love's me too<3 and he tell's me that everyday :$

Joury: el7mdella..

Amna Agouul Joouryy

Joury: halla?

Amna: Umm 3umar told me about the tahdeed thingy

Joury: akeed 9ale7 galh? :)

Amna: yah w he told him to tell me to tell you that he's really sorry w 2nah mt7sf gd sh3r rassh..

Joury: yah yah, walla lw we didn't erase the pics chan he really did it!

Amna: umm..

Joury: anyways, I have to go I'll talk to you later :*

Amna: okaayy, bye<3

I closed my phone and went downstairs to sit with mama.

I spent the day with mama, talking about almost everything.

I miss Nada my sister!

I think she's coming back this weekend. Wayed 6wlt!

G3dt akthr mn sh'hr.

The next day

I woke up and I decided to check my bbm instantly, since I check my bbm every time I wake up.

I found 3 bbm's

1 was from Hanouf

Hanouf: 3'6m alla ajrch

Huh :s?? mn mat? shsalfa!!

2nd one was from Aisha

Aisha: I'm really sorry for your lost :( allah yr7ma

:O shnw!! What do they mean? who died :'(

3rd one was from..

























































Ali

It was a bc 


انتقل الى رحمة الله تعالى صالح بن فلان بن فلان بن فلان الفلاني وسيصلي على الفقيد اليوم انشاءالله بعد صلاة الظهر بمسجد ..... بمنطقة ..... وسيوارى جثمان ان شاءالله بمقبرة .....

انا لله وأنا إليه راجعون 


Once I read that I started crying and crying and crying.

I didn't know what to say or what to do.

9ale7..

Was gone?

Gone forever?

Although we were over and I told him to move on, I was still not over him.. I loved him I loved him so much!

1 year was not nothing!

1 year I spent with him were the best day's of my life.

I loved him, I still do and I always will!

Although he hurt me 

and Hanouf.

I still cried over him and I still loved him!

But now he's gone! 

Gone forever..


3 months later

9ale7 died in a car accident, he was with 3umar.

3umar ma9arlah shay 7mdella bs he broke his leg.

Amna used to visit 3umar in the hospital a lot!

3umar kan 7alt'h 7ala!

Fqd 23z 9deeq 3nda or would I say a brother. 

Kan yksr el5a6r! :(

I used to visit him in the hospital with Amna and every time I do, I cry.

He reminds me a lot of 9ale7 and the way 3umar was, was just heart breaking.

If your wondering what happened to me after 9ale7's death?

Well I got depressed a lot and refused to eat.

Big black circles were forming under my eyes.

But Ali made me eat though! But I ate only a little.

I lost a lot of weight since then. 

I'm good now! I moved on.

Aisha helped me a lot.

She helped me forget him, and so I did!

But I didn't forget him completely, he's still in my heart though and I'll never forget the memories we had.

I feel sorry for his parents!

I heard from Ali that after 9ale7's parents found out about 9ale7's death, his mother entered a '3ybooba and his father well.. 7altah 7ala. 

Allah ykoon b3onah :')

I hope they're better now and his mother gamat blslama!

Ali knew I still loved 9ale7, ya3ni a year wasn't nothing?

He understood.

He helped me get through his death a lot.

If your also wondering why I said Aisha and not Hanouf who helped me get through 9ale7's death was because 

Hanouf was the same as I.

But she was worse.

She changed like 180%.

9art mat7b t6l3 or takl or ever t6l3 mn her room.

She's still that way, madri mta btrj3 Hanouf el2wlya! 

But I don't blame her, she loved him too maybe ever more than I did or.. Do.

Even though he hurt us.


later that day..

I bbm'ed Ali

Joury: Good night 3laawi <33

3lawi: Goodnight :* sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite!

Joury: Hahaha la they'll bite you

3lawi: 7lfyy 3aad

Joury: la 7ram 27lf :$ Hahahahaha

3lawi: agoul bs 5mdy 5mdy

Joury: la ent 25md

3lawi: ee brou7 anam 3ayl bg3d aklmch

Joury: Hahaha ya 7ywan, noumt ahl elkahf inshalla:)

faal allah wla faly I said to myself.

3lawi: st'3frallaa!

Joury: hehehe :$
Joury: inzein Alii

3lawi: 3younah?

Joury: promise me you'll never leave me! lw shnw y9eer!

3lawi: I promise <3 ana bdounch walla a'6eei3
3lawi: ethaa 5oufk mn elfrgaa? 5th'ha yal '3ala mni! ana walla mn dounk drouub el7ub madlha

Joury: I love youuuuu<333

3lawi: me more:*
3lawi: t9b7een 3la 5air<3

Joury: w ent mn ahla<3



I slept with a big smile on my face :D I hope we stay together forever! walla a7ba :')